I'm a bad blogger.

I think we all realised that already.

This semester I felt like I've been putting NO effort in any of my classes, except probably Spanish, cause not only there are no distractions in that class, but I actually like the subject. Unlike last semester, where I was packed with homework and tests everyday, this semester, I've been doing NOTHING. LITERALLY NOTHING. Instead of studying and doing homework all night, I watch television and chat on AIM all night. That's not good. Even though, I'm still getting 80s and 90s, its still a bad habit to have. I've been trying to tell myself to STOP DOING THIS, but I just can't stop myself. I really need to get back to studying and focusing on school. Maybe I'll try to blog more often about what I've been doing lately and I'll be able to get my act together. Regents Exams are coming real soon and if I don't start studying and REALLY UNDERSTANDING THE MATERIAL, I'm gonna fail. I don't want to take the same courses again or take the exams during the summer. I need something to keep me motivated to STUDY, STUDY, AND STUDY. Any ideasss?

Merry Christmas Guys! :)

Merry Merry Christmas! I wish you all the best this upcoming year! Hope it's filled with happiness, joy and luck! How did you Christmas go? Well, mine, was okay, I guess. It was a typical family gathering, we had food, played games, and sang karaoke. I loveeee singing and playing games, but you know, I'm not good at either one. Although, once it comes to competitions and stuff, I always tell myself that I have to win, and because I tell myself that, I usually do. So, as a result, I won all the games, (I'm sorry little ones. :P) and won the karaoke contest. Maybe it was out of luck. Or maybe... it was my positive energy. Well, this Christmas, I spent in Toronto and I really haven't been here in a long time. Miss everyone here and gosh, I hope I get to see G.E.M.! So if any of my relatives are not busy, please come with me. :D Haha, just kidding, come if you really want to.

Oh, oh! Before I leaveeee.. just really got to say, after finishing TVB's Born Rich, I definitely fell in love with Joe Ma's character, Topman. Man, he's such a sweetieeeeee! I love him and René (Anita Yuen) are sooo cuteee together! Honestly, they were the only reason I continued to watch Born Rich, cause man that series was pissing me off, cause of Gallen Lo. Everyone knows, I can't stand Gallen Lo series. I just despise him & his acting. -_-" Well, Coleman Tam was adorable too, but too bad he didn't have much screen time. Loved him and Chong Ting Yan, such adorable kids. But back to Topman and René. They're gorgeous people! Topman's hot, I can't believe I never realized, but damn, he's hot! :D And, René, she's really pretty. I've always been a fan of Anita, she's my favorite Miss Hong Kong, and definitely the prettiest Chinese person I've ever seen. They don't call her 靚靚 (Pretty) for nothing. :D Well, really gotta go now, but again, Topman is my latest obsession. Love Joe Ma :D

Thank you.

Hey guys!
Well, I've been trying very hard to hide my sadness for the past week, and my mom thinks it's for a stupid reason.
The reason that I'm sad is
I failed a class.
No, not a class.
Two classes.
I've always been told that once you enter high school, your grades start to drop. But, I never believed it. Not even when the smartest of my friends entered high school and had their grades start dropping. I never believed it would happen to me. You know why? Because I have always been a great student since I began school. I never failed, was never even close to failing and all of a sudden I get attacked with two failures. I felt like a failure. I didn't want to believe it. I cried. I thought about it. I got sick from it and etc. I told my mom, and she said, "Why are you gonna keep thinking about it? Just throw it back, look ahead, and live your life happily. There's nothing you can do about it now." I truly took a full minute to look at her. I thought, 'Is she seriously my mom?' She was the one who always gave ME the pressure to do well, be the best because she believes I can be the best. She would scream over an 85. But, now she's so calm, I thought she was just saying it to make me feel better. But, it turns out, she really meant those words. Which made me feel even WORSE inside. I couldn't drop the fact that I failed at all. I kept thinking about it, and I couldn't even think straight or even smile sincerely.

Today, I was looking through MetalAznWarrior's blog, TVB Musings. I read one of his entries from awhile ago, and he wrote about him failing a major exam as well. While I was reading it, I thought, 'I can't do anything about the failing grades, but I can do something to change the future. Like MetalAznWarrior says, "Once you hit the rock bottom, the only way to go is back up." And that's exactly what I'm aiming to do. I'm going to go back up to where I used to be. No. I'm gonna climb even higher.' He truly allowed me to see that everything in this world is NOT guaranteed. It's effort that brings us success. Thank you, MetalAznWarrior, reading his blog entries, not only inspired me to climb back up to the top, but to climb even higher than I was originally.

"Sometimes falling is necessary. After a fall, you hit rock bottom; it hurts and makes you wake up from your dream and realize....
...And then, the only way to go... is back up."
-MetalAznWarrior

Thank you so much. :)

I'm a Bad Blogger.

We all know that.
I'm sure you all do.

I'm also well known to be blind and deaf too.
When people wave or say hi to me, I often just don't hear or see it.
Which makes people think I'm mean and ignorant.
But, seriously.
I don't see it. >:O

To get my attention.
All you have to do is,
S-C-R-E-A-M.
Or whack me on the back!
It's just that simple.

My Hectic Schedule

I so don't want my weekend to be over. I have such a busy, hectic schedule next week, beginning Monday. I just can't even IMAGINE what it's gonna be like. I'm going to start 5th period everyday next week, because I am not wasting any of my sleeping time. Studying will probably last until midnight each night, and I will probably not do so well anyway. I just finished like more than a week's full of Science homework, because of my teacher being absent for more than a week. We've got to catch up, so he threw us a handful of work for the weekend. Then, as usual, my health teacher always gives a lot of homework on weekends. Let me share with you my schedule for next week:

Monday: Science Quiz
Tuesday: All Science homework due, which is like a week's full of homework.
Wednesday: No School, but gotta celebrate friend's birthday.
Thursday: Science Quiz AGAIN, Health Test
Friday: Science Project Due

Not to include all the daily homework given from my other classes, and the unannounced quizzes or exams or even worse projects. I am so gonna lose my mind this week.

That's why, I need this song to accompany me on my crazy journey.

Someday We'll Know

I haven't updated in so long!
Well, the main reason was because I couldn't think of anything to write about. School has also been getting in the way, report cards are almost here! I'm a bit nervous, cause I screwed up my first and only health test for this marking period. But, I guess my overall grade wouldn't be bad, I hope. I'm trying to study before EVERY test, instead of just going in to take it and test my luck. I've never understood the importance of studying, cause I always thought, well, I learned it, I understand it, so whatever. But, now, I'm trying to get rid of my bad habits and study every night.

So, Halloween's coming up! (: What are you guys thinking of dressing up as? This year it's unfortunately on Saturday, so I don't think people would be dressing up in school, or would they? I was planning to be either Mickey Mouse or Stitch. Haha, or maybe just nothing and stay home and study. LOL, well, I'm not that nerdy, yet. I actually have a half (or less than half) day on the Friday before Halloween. It's 845 to 11:10. I wonder what I'd be doing after school. Shopping in SoHo? Hanging out at the park? Watching a movie? Eating in Chinatown? I guess I'll just have to do whatever comes to me. But the one thing I want to do most, is swimming. I miss swimming so much, and unfortunately, I couldn't join the swim team this year. (If you guys are reading this, NO! It's not cause of anyone/thing) I truly love swimming.

I'm so bored and feel so pointless at this moment. I don't feel like reading The Odyssey, even though, I'm getting tested on it on Thursday. It's just too boring for me and I'll be sleeping in less than 10 seconds. I studied a bit for my Health test and completed all my homework. I guess I'll just be enjoying musicccc for the moment. Let me share an awesome song with you, so you can enjoy as well.

The Odyssey.

The Odyssey was the first book my English teacher assigned for us to read. While other classes are happily reading through, "Romeo and Juliet" or "The Secret Life Of Bees", my teacher makes us read this 500 page poem. Even though, it says it's "translated" by Robert Fitzgerald, I don't get a thing that's going on in this book. All I know is that it's 10 years after the Trojan War, and Odysseus can't go back home. Oh big deal. I could care less. I have to bring it every single day, and most of the time, the teacher doesn't even use the book. It adds so much weight to my backpack and it's not like I'll be reading it during my free time at school. I just wish that my teacher would quickly wrap this book up, so we can read something new, hopefully more appealing and interesting.

I'm really not in a good mood these past two days. First of all, I can't complete my homework, because my printer isn't working. I tried fixing it, but I just can't handle it. Then, when I decide to go out on Monday to Soho with a friend, I have to help my mom, and stay home. Once my weekend is over, school is like a living hell. We get so much work, classwork and homework. The only happy thing about school is having fun and chilling with my friends. But, without them, I'd dread going to school everyday.

I've always liked listening to music while doing my homework, but I have never found the perfect song for it. I usually just listen to my favorite song of the moment. But, I have finally found the perfect song, and I'm just loving it.




Hope you guys enjoy!